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i've got to be honest; I've been waiting for you all my life.
25 February 2007 @ 10:23 am
Sunday, February 25, 2007
Libra
Your creativity receives an energetic boost as Mars moves through your 5th House of Self-Expression over the next six weeks. You can get away with being as unconventional as you want. Still, you might not be able to escape from your indecision as someone confuses you with too many options. First set your own priorities and then make your intentions known. The right choice will become obvious.
Libra
Your creativity receives an energetic boost as Mars moves through your 5th House of Self-Expression over the next six weeks. You can get away with being as unconventional as you want. Still, you might not be able to escape from your indecision as someone confuses you with too many options. First set your own priorities and then make your intentions known. The right choice will become obvious.
25 February 2007 @ 10:15 am
So, me and Jake have this thing, like a million other people in the world, where every time the clock reads 11:11 we make a wish. Well, I was sitting the car yesterday on the way home from his house and I looked at the clock and it said 11:11 so I sat there trying to think of a wish and nothing could come to my mind. I'm so content with where I am right now. I love Jake so much and I wouldn't trade him for anything else. I've never been this happy.
22 January 2007 @ 10:07 pm
I seriously don't get it. A year or two ago I was positive who my friends were, but I was still trying to find myself. Like who I was and what I wanted to do with my life. Now, I know exactly what I want to do with my life, I've finally learned to love myself, to an extent, and I've gotten over so many obstacles, but I can't seem to pick out who my friends are. I mean I have a few close aquaintences and a few people who I know I can trust and that I tell things to because I know they'll keep it between me and them. But I don't have like that one person that's been there for forever, I've always been there. Ask any of my friends I've never picked a fight or started drama or called them out on anything, I'm always the one that gets screwed over. Why can't I just have the best of both worlds? Love myself and have others love me back?
10 January 2007 @ 07:08 pm
OURBLOODYKISS: I love you so much
x Miss Alissa: why?
OURBLOODYKISS: for everything.
OURBLOODYKISS: everything you stand for.
OURBLOODYKISS: everything you believe in.
OURBLOODYKISS: everything you do.
OURBLOODYKISS: everything you say.
x Miss Alissa: why?
OURBLOODYKISS: for everything.
OURBLOODYKISS: everything you stand for.
OURBLOODYKISS: everything you believe in.
OURBLOODYKISS: everything you do.
OURBLOODYKISS: everything you say.
07 January 2007 @ 11:11 pm
So yesterday I find out that my father, the man that I haven't talked to since my 8th grade graduation passed out while he was driving and drove under a truck. He's still alive thank god. It was such a wake up call. His new wife never called us to tell us what happened, my dad called himself, 5 days later. He could have died and I would have had no idea whatsoever. I'm going to the hospital to see him on Thursday.
These things are always so acurate for me.
Sunday, January 7, 2007
Libra (Sep 23 - Oct 22)
You are more reserved today and feel better if you keep your sensitive feelings to yourself. However, this doesn't mean that you won't react if you're caught off balance by something you learn about a family member or close friend. Still, it is best to count to ten before displaying your true feelings; otherwise you might just make a situation worse.
Monday, January 8, 2007
Libra (Sep 23 - Oct 22)
You are distracted by a variety of situations that arise in your immediate environment now, but the truth is that these diversions might actually be the main event. You are in a positive cycle and can handle whatever comes your way. Take your responsibilities in stride, for today's reactions to what happens will mold your future in powerful ways.
These things are always so acurate for me.
Sunday, January 7, 2007
Libra (Sep 23 - Oct 22)
You are more reserved today and feel better if you keep your sensitive feelings to yourself. However, this doesn't mean that you won't react if you're caught off balance by something you learn about a family member or close friend. Still, it is best to count to ten before displaying your true feelings; otherwise you might just make a situation worse.
Monday, January 8, 2007
Libra (Sep 23 - Oct 22)
You are distracted by a variety of situations that arise in your immediate environment now, but the truth is that these diversions might actually be the main event. You are in a positive cycle and can handle whatever comes your way. Take your responsibilities in stride, for today's reactions to what happens will mold your future in powerful ways.
02 January 2007 @ 11:47 pm
This is what my fucking horoscope said for tomorrow.
Wednesday, January 3, 2007
Libra (Sep 23 - Oct 22)
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Wednesday, January 3, 2007
Libra (Sep 23 - Oct 22)
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01 January 2007 @ 07:04 pm
Monday, January 01, 2007
Alissa,
Friends are the perfect source for helping you connect with someone new. Treat your pals like gold this weekend and they can reward you with names, phone numbers, ideas, clothes and support that puts you in a royal mood. You have allies for love everywhere.
Alissa,
Friends are the perfect source for helping you connect with someone new. Treat your pals like gold this weekend and they can reward you with names, phone numbers, ideas, clothes and support that puts you in a royal mood. You have allies for love everywhere.
27 December 2006 @ 03:57 pm
I just checked my email and found this
Love Horoscope for the Week of:
Monday, December 25, 2006
Alissa,
A stubborn individual can complicate your weekend, Libra. If you try to force him or her to change, you'll probably encounter major resistance. Use your considerable charm and social skills to gently turn this attractive, but willful, person in the direction you want to go.
The fucking definition of my Christmas.
27 December 2006 @ 03:41 pm
I'm sick and I feel like shit. My ears keep popping and I sound like donald duck because I'm so congested, I don't really care.
I saw Jake this weekend and we had like a real talk for once, no fighting, a little crying, but we actually talked.
Every January I get into this freak out mode and I always wind up making some big change. Cut my hair off, break up with someone, paint my room, change my wardrobe, something. But last night as I was laying in my bed, not falling aslep for like 4 hours, I couldn't think of one thing I wanted to change. I'm pretty content with who and what I have, I've learned to love myself and the people who love me back.
Oh and by the way, I'm getting the Apple MacBook, I'm so excited, it's going to take me 9 months, until september, to pay it off but I think it'll be worth it, I can't wait! =)
Wednesday, December 27, 2006
Libra
You may be stressing as you attempt to be true to yourself while also fulfilling your obligations at home. Ultimately, if you maintain your integrity, everything else will work out for the best. You might need to engage someone intensely as you seek a solution that works for all. Don't be too heavy-handed or you can inadvertently invoke more anger than the situation warrants. It's a great time to call on your diplomatic skills to ease the tension.
10 December 2006 @ 11:14 pm
No one said live would hold us together forever.
Monday, December 10, 2006
Monday, December 10, 2006
Libra (Sep 23 - Oct 22)
You may give yourself a rather critical review as you look at the stark reality of your unfulfilled needs at home and the structures that cannot easily be changed just to make you feel better. Luckily, your optimism will pull you through and you won't allow your emotions to become subservient to your fears. Don't lose sight of what you have, even if you are aware of the current limitations in your life.
I'm starting to rethink my decisions.
11 November 2006 @ 07:08 pm
1. I'm tired of people making promises to me, and then not keeping them. I hate how you can see someone pretty much everyday of the week, and have no idea what's been going on in their life. I feel like I'm slowly drifting away from everyone around me. Friends, family, my boyfriend. I don't know. I'm way to understanding and I probably should speak up every once in a while. I had a feeling things were going to be different, and I was made to think otherwise, but it's true.
2. Last week I didn't go to school because I felt like complete shit and I had a sinus infection. But for some reason I decide to go to school on Friday and find out what I missed and I find out that I have to write a 5 minute speach for english, on a topic I know absolutely nothing about, that the class had all week to work on, and it's due Monday.
3. I've been working pretty much every day of the week and it's really starting to effect me. My ankle is constantly swolen, thank you 3rd degree sprain.
4. I'm worried about the play this year. I have no idea how I'm going to balance work, and the play with everything else that's going on. Plus I don't think my ankle can take it.
5. I need to stop smoking. It's been months and I keep starting up again. It's frustrating as hell.
6. Music, photography, and Jake are about the only things that have kept me going for the past few months.
Yeah, that's about it.
2. Last week I didn't go to school because I felt like complete shit and I had a sinus infection. But for some reason I decide to go to school on Friday and find out what I missed and I find out that I have to write a 5 minute speach for english, on a topic I know absolutely nothing about, that the class had all week to work on, and it's due Monday.
3. I've been working pretty much every day of the week and it's really starting to effect me. My ankle is constantly swolen, thank you 3rd degree sprain.
4. I'm worried about the play this year. I have no idea how I'm going to balance work, and the play with everything else that's going on. Plus I don't think my ankle can take it.
5. I need to stop smoking. It's been months and I keep starting up again. It's frustrating as hell.
6. Music, photography, and Jake are about the only things that have kept me going for the past few months.
Yeah, that's about it.
01 November 2006 @ 08:01 pm
x Miss Alissa: Or assume I mean one thing when I don't
OURBLOODYKISSES: sorry
x Miss Alissa: You never ask me.... is this what you meant?
x Miss Alissa: You always accuse me of things baby
OURBLOODYKISSES: you told me that's what you ment
x Miss Alissa: I never told you I thought you didn't love me. Or that I thought you loved her
OURBLOODYKISSES: sorry
x Miss Alissa: It;s fine
x Miss Alissa: I'm just saying
x Miss Alissa: I have a head ache
OURBLOODYKISSES: sorry
x Miss Alissa: You didn't do it
x Miss Alissa: I love you
x Miss Alissa: I'm just worried about us
OURBLOODYKISSES: I love you
x Miss Alissa: I want to be with you forever
x Miss Alissa: and I feel like something bad is going to happen if we keep fighting
OURBLOODYKISSES: sorry
x Miss Alissa: Can you say something more than that?
OURBLOODYKISSES: sorry
x Miss Alissa: You never ask me.... is this what you meant?
x Miss Alissa: You always accuse me of things baby
OURBLOODYKISSES: you told me that's what you ment
x Miss Alissa: I never told you I thought you didn't love me. Or that I thought you loved her
OURBLOODYKISSES: sorry
x Miss Alissa: It;s fine
x Miss Alissa: I'm just saying
x Miss Alissa: I have a head ache
OURBLOODYKISSES: sorry
x Miss Alissa: You didn't do it
x Miss Alissa: I love you
x Miss Alissa: I'm just worried about us
OURBLOODYKISSES: I love you
x Miss Alissa: I want to be with you forever
x Miss Alissa: and I feel like something bad is going to happen if we keep fighting
OURBLOODYKISSES: sorry
x Miss Alissa: Can you say something more than that?
26 October 2006 @ 10:38 pm
Miss Alissa: Are you in a bad mood today?
OURBLOODYKISS: not really no. I just understand why you get mad sometimes.
Miss Alissa: I don't always have a reason. I dont know. Because I'm a girl, because I PMS, because I forget to take my medication
Miss Alissa: It depends on the day.
OURBLOODYKISS: not really no. I just understand why you get mad sometimes.
Miss Alissa: I don't always have a reason. I dont know. Because I'm a girl, because I PMS, because I forget to take my medication
Miss Alissa: It depends on the day.
01 October 2006 @ 06:49 pm
I feel like a little kid who just learned how to ride a bike. My knees all skinned up from sliding down the steps behind my house, and it hurts like hell. I went to the outlets today and got an application for the kids place and the bathing suit place next to it. Not sure if Im going to turn in both or not. I need money, badly. I've been thinking about relationships lately. Good and bad. I feel like some of my friends are slipping away, but I guess that happens from time to time, but things always get better. Me and Jake have been doing good, the past few weeks have been bumpy, but I feel like things are getting easier again. I can't take this every 2 weeks thing, plus, when I start working, I'll be seeing him even less. We'll figure something out, we always do. My dad called me for my birthday, I was surprised. I don't know, I think it's funny how he things a call once a year is going to make up for the years that he hasn't been here. It's actually kind of ridiculous. I think i think too much.
25 September 2006 @ 08:21 pm
This past weekend was amazing. Meagan and her mom made me the cutest cake ever and Meagan made me a card as well. On Saturday Jake came up, we went to the zoo =) and then met up with Allyse and Rob. Later that night he took me out to dinner, which was amazing. He bought my the absolutely gorgeous ring, which I'm in love with. After that we picked up Allyse and went back to my house. We slept for a few hours and woke up at like 5:00 in the morning, we bundled ourselves up in a million layers, went to wawa and got coffee, dropped Allyse off at Robs house, and then went to the beach to watch the sunrise. It was the most romantic hour of my entire life, and I enjoyed every second of it. Then we came back home and rested for a few hours, watched Garden State, and layed in my bed the rest of the day. I couldn't be more happier with the way things turned out.
08 September 2006 @ 09:19 pm
I haven't posted in a while. Nothing to exciting has happened since the last time. School started, same old bullshit. 2 instances of people trying to start drama with me, haha. But I vowed to myself that this year theres not going to be any of that, and I plan to keep that promise to myself. Let's call it a belated New Years resolution. On a lighter note, I'm seeing Jake tomorrow and we're having a picnic at the lake =) I can't wait, I'm so excited. I wasn't planning on writing a big post but it keeps growing, I'll probably have a huuggee one tomorrow.
06 September 2006 @ 11:39 pm